i really really do not want to write today. and i'mma have to because i even know what i need to write and there's a chance that if i write it i'll wind up being a month ahead in my whole 12-month plan of full draft completion. but still. even knowing that, even knowing that i could probably sit down right now and spend the next four hours with jackie and have it feel like approximately 20 minutes, that is absolutely the last thing i have the motivation to do.
and, no, there is no point to this post beyond a slight delay of the inevitable.