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ps. this makes NO sense.



and your damnable silence stretches across these nights
blackened black from sleepless eyes
from which i cannot escape without the safety of your ever denied hand
and fast fast i fall in your absence
and i want to
kill you
for you mean nothing
to me
further than all that i have allowed you
but i cannot say that i know you
mean too much of that which i cannot flee
and that is what frightens me
for all of my hate is drowned in this love
which i stupidly cannot give up